Chris Bworn- 2012!

" Have you ever considered the idea of someone teaching you how to love, and the outcome is greater than you can imagine...."

decide

Never has it been this difficult
like pulling teeth
pullings of motivation
direction
purpose
no fire burning inside for any passions
no routine
no identity
decide
what is for you
this is the first plan
there is no plan
no degree of urgency
to do anything
hoping that fire will come
when the time is right
God willing.
“Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; but remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for." -Epicurus   

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Conversation, Recognition, and Pursuit, if he’s not giving you that, then he’s just not that into you.