Honorable mention to the fullest
and the way people misuse it
Nothing is impossible for Allah. Pour your heart out to Him and ask whatever you need from Him. He can and will take care of you! ♥

funny how..

its funny how
you preach something you want
and then it happens
its funny how to the level of ease and discomfort I feel
I know and truly believe something is better out there waiting for me
its funny how
I can read people very well so im rarely shocked at things
and its funny how
one may appear to have it all together
but is just as scared as you are
im glad that..
towards the end of the year things are not going smoothly
so that
better things can form
and one will bounce back..
and come out ten times stronger
and its just funny how
Im going away
to gain more knowledge about my god..
and with every "male figure"
comes more strength and more god fearing powers that
with all things he knows whats best for me

Wake up and smell yourself

ONe day
just take it to yourself.
look in the mirror
and say:
IM THE SHIT!!!!
because you are
I
AM
ThE
SHIT
I am sooooo popping!
like who wouldnt wanna talk to me!
Proud
intelligent
black.
I have soo much going for me
Do you even know how much of an honor it is
to appreciate me?
you will be blessed!!

theres goes this feeling

theres goes this feeling
that we had,
one minute
two minutes
praying three minutes
four minutes for a response
then five
the finish line is soo close
yet it seems so far...
emotions of missing that person fuels up inside
and the day continues rolling...

my wedding song.. definitely.. no ifs ands or butts lool

from M.M.

"The Wait"
im wrong
i've tried right for so long
i think my rights are turning wrong
sending me down roads that i stay stranded
lay banded with feelings that keep my bonded..
i've been here for so long in this place
standing still
trying to walk
reaching out my hand for you to lead me
for you to try to set the tone that i've been listening for
because i've heard it before
from others who have been to this place that i am trying to go to
and as im trying to focus on a destination that i know nothing of
the pressure against my eardrums weighs heavy from other ppl's words and thoughts
so lost i cant even find my own voice in this ordeal
i can hardly tell whats opposed to being real
im searching for me in you
im searching for us in truth
but im constantly here constantly constant
consistent im many ways
i guess at times its a con
an argument that stands through the test of time
asking "can we really have everything on a two-way street?"
im telling you i've seen it done to those i know, im just waiting for it to happen to me
and i dont know if its some sort of unlucky spell i was born with
my soul is torn with
this pressure that im feeling like never before
probably because my friends and loved one have been here before
been appreciated by someone who cares
i want it from you
and that's only because i care
about our future
but maybe im thinking too far
maybe im digging up scars that are supposed to be buried
hurriedly trying to make this right, trying to make you fit
but i really dont know
if thats how it's supposed to be
if you are who im supposed to be with
i just want more from you
i just want you to be mine
to be the object of what my parents want in a man for me
for what i want in a man for me
what god sees in a man for me, ultimately
but im waiting on him...still