Are you ready?

It is not easy as it looks
Too much thought
too much guard
uneasiness
and uncertainty
but needing his company?
you were the one who left him
removed yourself from the equation
the intrinsic need from another to be loved
to at least know someone else thinks about your
well being
besides your kinsfolk
are you ready?
to take that plunge?
be responsible for someone else's feelings?
their baggage?
their habits?
their emotions?
eh?
do you want to go crazy?