your game tight
I don't even know you
like yo thought i did
I don't even know which bejamin to spend
for you to forgive
but I can assure that
in the future
if your heart is still open
and your prayers are aligned
they always said second time's a charm
and he told the world
your his future girl
so why not get in where you fit in?
because I was never fond of fitting in
rather the mind wanders and always leads to the destination
that led you to something better
like yo thought i did
I don't even know which bejamin to spend
for you to forgive
but I can assure that
in the future
if your heart is still open
and your prayers are aligned
they always said second time's a charm
and he told the world
your his future girl
so why not get in where you fit in?
because I was never fond of fitting in
rather the mind wanders and always leads to the destination
that led you to something better
check it if you think its cool!
"You ever get that feeling like when you're with that person...you don't know what to say, but when they walk away, you know what to say."
SOCIAL network twiiteradventure
"i'm racist I only like boys with green faces, benjamin and jackson are my favorites"
rap...one time
"u never know homie, about these ho** homie.. you need to pump your breaks & drive slow homie" yeezy
uhhh?
"If your not in cardiac arrest when you get here, it means you didn't chase me far enough" j.C. aka spin :)
decisions.. decisions
"the stars are alive
and the path is colliding
the plan is arriving
and she's out there smiling
the fear is upon us
the skies tried to warn us
their perils are goners" MAtt Santos
today..
you were on fire
enraged in the mental
as if you are miles away
when a dollar and cent
is all that stands between us
and you prayed to the creator of you
to weekly check on your perils
and your decisions
and the path is colliding
the plan is arriving
and she's out there smiling
the fear is upon us
the skies tried to warn us
their perils are goners" MAtt Santos
today..
you were on fire
enraged in the mental
as if you are miles away
when a dollar and cent
is all that stands between us
and you prayed to the creator of you
to weekly check on your perils
and your decisions
R for Real
"So, he wants what he is not necessarily mature enough to handle and accept. He wants a blessing but has no idea what to do with it. Unfortunately, some people ask for blessings when they are not necessarily ready for them mentally. They receive that blessing and have no idea what to do with it or how to maintain it. So, they lose it. That is what happens when you ask for things you are not ready for."
GORLS GIRLS GIRLS
instead of reading your books you'd rather gossip
instead of minding your own business
you take it to social networking
instead of...
making judgements about others
go and mind your business
and stop social networking attacks
it is the devil
and people are praying for its downfall as we speak
so of you girls
need to fix your self-esteem'
and join in sisterhood
and maybe
JUST MAYBE
these guys your worrying about will respect you
and treat you better
food for thought
instead of minding your own business
you take it to social networking
instead of...
making judgements about others
go and mind your business
and stop social networking attacks
it is the devil
and people are praying for its downfall as we speak
so of you girls
need to fix your self-esteem'
and join in sisterhood
and maybe
JUST MAYBE
these guys your worrying about will respect you
and treat you better
food for thought
What would alfalfa do?
Boy: I want to change something about you.. Girl: What is it? Boy: your last name.
INTEREST in you
"what I'm more interested in, is evidence of a mind at work" R. Smythe acting prof :)
hands in the air
And everybody put your hands in the air
and wave to the right
like you care
and listen to the murmurs of your life
and the haste you make in decisions
"Ill be here'
by your side
on your heart
in your mind" Lupe
hands in the air
waving frantically goodbyes
and new hello's
and the late
"i miss you's"
hands in the air to all of them
and drop all fingers
next to the middle
and turn to see who's
behind you ;)
War with unspoken words
take it to the head
when it comes to matters of the heart
for you only know
what has been disclosed to you
but do not know the maddness erupting freely
as you stalk
and stalk
AND STALK
war with unspoken words
how dare you challenge
a winner
and then you lost
and because you lost
you took it to heart
when matters of the heart come to you
you do like you always do
nod
and say okay
and take it to the web
war of unspoken words
yet when you are in the flesh
your eyes do this weird thing
and so does your.......
so the war of unspoken words has begun
be mindful you are fighting no one but yourself
and empowering the ego to
have control over your mind
body
and soul
as it still encompasses you...
when it comes to matters of the heart
for you only know
what has been disclosed to you
but do not know the maddness erupting freely
as you stalk
and stalk
AND STALK
war with unspoken words
how dare you challenge
a winner
and then you lost
and because you lost
you took it to heart
when matters of the heart come to you
you do like you always do
nod
and say okay
and take it to the web
war of unspoken words
yet when you are in the flesh
your eyes do this weird thing
and so does your.......
so the war of unspoken words has begun
be mindful you are fighting no one but yourself
and empowering the ego to
have control over your mind
body
and soul
as it still encompasses you...
Ntozake Shange
"I am gonna write poems til i die and when i have gotten outta this body i am gonna hang round in the wind and knock over everybody who got their feet on the ground."
Sociological insight
"We continually emphasize that we are giving our own opinions,
not acting out some external role. Joking and irony
are very popular ways of speaking; these are ways
of demonstrating that we can maintain a psychological
detachment from the pressures and social organizations
around us..."
AGREED?
by: Randall Collins
not acting out some external role. Joking and irony
are very popular ways of speaking; these are ways
of demonstrating that we can maintain a psychological
detachment from the pressures and social organizations
around us..."
AGREED?
by: Randall Collins
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GaryJBusey #Momsalwaystoldme women are like corn on the cob: butter'em up and they'll go down good. But careful, 'cause they'll be all in your sh**
none the less..
"that's what happens when ugly boys/girls get a cute girl/boy they start thinking their fine and act out of order... #stopitfive" thanks.. lol
REAL RAP :)
"appreciate the brothers that add value to your life, not the ones who are obsessed with you sadness" Ftk
twitter tales #1
If twitter occupies your life
that is a personal problem
The social media makes you wonder
does anyone give a f*** about you in real life
and when boredom strikes
or isolation
you take it to twitter
but that's your own prerogative
Let's keep the social attacks to a minimum
because its just gonna feed the "attackee's"
ego
and you wouldn't want that would you
that is a personal problem
The social media makes you wonder
does anyone give a f*** about you in real life
and when boredom strikes
or isolation
you take it to twitter
but that's your own prerogative
Let's keep the social attacks to a minimum
because its just gonna feed the "attackee's"
ego
and you wouldn't want that would you
ATTENTION
It has been brought to your attention that
he doesn't like you
and has co-horts to form against you
what will be your mode of defense?
attention!
Calling all persons who will listen
he can be a b****
at times
you must bring it to his attention
he might hurt your feelings
and tell you things he didnt know he was capable of saying
yet he means all of it?
he didn't say you were best friends online
in person
in a book
or ever
but he is capable of hurting you so much
and his co-horts have the power
to flip it and reverse it
but at the end of the day
he has the power
and your still stuck
down and out
Can you guess who he is?
he doesn't like you
and has co-horts to form against you
what will be your mode of defense?
attention!
Calling all persons who will listen
he can be a b****
at times
you must bring it to his attention
he might hurt your feelings
and tell you things he didnt know he was capable of saying
yet he means all of it?
he didn't say you were best friends online
in person
in a book
or ever
but he is capable of hurting you so much
and his co-horts have the power
to flip it and reverse it
but at the end of the day
he has the power
and your still stuck
down and out
Can you guess who he is?
WOOOW!
"Im the type to cut off all ties, trim the fat...nothing but dead weight anyways...on simpler terms you are useless right now"
"Reminiscent Missing Feelings" M.A.M.
because your special times
sparked special premieres
in which you were the first
no one's touch will feel the same
no one's lips will feel that way
no one's words will soothe the
drums in my ears beating
like the 808's...wait...*sighs*
Valentine's Day will never be the same
after a change in plans
after your gift and thoughts touched my hands
and intertwined like ours did today
bringing back memories of yesterday
and i want you back
in all certain of tones
a message from my soul
that i feel coming from yours
but i dont want to be an ass
i've assumed too much
but i miss your on time timing
i miss your touch
so much you feel like a need
and i dont want this way to be
so hopefully God will understand the sincerity of my pain
so that he can finally reach down and take the reins.
sparked special premieres
in which you were the first
no one's touch will feel the same
no one's lips will feel that way
no one's words will soothe the
drums in my ears beating
like the 808's...wait...*sighs*
Valentine's Day will never be the same
after a change in plans
after your gift and thoughts touched my hands
and intertwined like ours did today
bringing back memories of yesterday
and i want you back
in all certain of tones
a message from my soul
that i feel coming from yours
but i dont want to be an ass
i've assumed too much
but i miss your on time timing
i miss your touch
so much you feel like a need
and i dont want this way to be
so hopefully God will understand the sincerity of my pain
so that he can finally reach down and take the reins.
not really but nice try cuz...! lol
in a romantic relationship, the concept of "you complete me" is BS. I dnt want to complete some1. I want him 2 be pretty close to complete when we meet bc I'm nt trynna fix any1. F.B.
FEMME's
If you dare witness
the diminishing of these species
you would know why "we" (females as a whole)
do not respect themselves
they deteriorate their partners in the struggle
as well as tear themselves up
rather degrade than uplift
and gossip with others
than talk with each power
most stress unnecessarily
as to blame others for their "suffering"
when in fact
you tease yourself
this is not feminist
it's common sense
and if more exercise pace,
humility
patience
and sympathy
maybe just maybe
He will respect you
"I like to think of myself as a feminist that likes to wear lip gloss"
--Chiamanda Adichie
the diminishing of these species
you would know why "we" (females as a whole)
do not respect themselves
they deteriorate their partners in the struggle
as well as tear themselves up
rather degrade than uplift
and gossip with others
than talk with each power
most stress unnecessarily
as to blame others for their "suffering"
when in fact
you tease yourself
this is not feminist
it's common sense
and if more exercise pace,
humility
patience
and sympathy
maybe just maybe
He will respect you
"I like to think of myself as a feminist that likes to wear lip gloss"
--Chiamanda Adichie
she said she's "badd" lol
attention from
1,
2,
3, 4,
and 5.. of you GUYS
its too much
and a little overwhelming
so suggested outcomes:
study
and read your books!
Take it to the mountain top
and bring it right back down with you
If your gonna take it
at both discretions
you might as well leave something behind to
have at stake
a heart?
a soul?
or a tear?
your pick!
But pow wow
because most of the time
"they're mad because you made the right decision"
you know
whoever they are
JUS SAYING!
and bring it right back down with you
If your gonna take it
at both discretions
you might as well leave something behind to
have at stake
a heart?
a soul?
or a tear?
your pick!
But pow wow
because most of the time
"they're mad because you made the right decision"
you know
whoever they are
JUS SAYING!
this is not a female
I've witnessed it done, I have living proof! so why can't you meet those mandates"
secret man
What's your favorite type of flower?
rose...good looking with thorns like most women. J.A.V.
moments
A boy you knew said
"We live for the moments"
and the moments
we never know
where it will take us
and the darlings
we pass by
and encounter
not knowing where it will take us
so we count on ourselves
to allow our expected outcome to come to life
but theirs only one guarantee:
The moment is skin deep
(see playlist)!
"We live for the moments"
and the moments
we never know
where it will take us
and the darlings
we pass by
and encounter
not knowing where it will take us
so we count on ourselves
to allow our expected outcome to come to life
but theirs only one guarantee:
The moment is skin deep
(see playlist)!
unspoken words
"it was nice meeting you today
you inspire me to achieve
as a male that's moving onward an upward
its about grind and hustle
work now sleep later
work now kiss and tell later
GO and leap to your destiny
if you know you want it"
you inspire me to achieve
as a male that's moving onward an upward
its about grind and hustle
work now sleep later
work now kiss and tell later
GO and leap to your destiny
if you know you want it"
mook a.k.a. mouka foam lol!
"practice makes better not perfect..csince there is sumtin wrong wit everything..there damn sure aint no such thing as perfect"
these sagg's are fiesty lol by M.A.M :)
"An Orgasmic Revenge"
its so hard to trust
and since i dont know love
this should come soo easily
to ignore you...you and you and you
just play like you dont exist
but only i wont be playing around
and it feels so good to have these males in the cusps of my footstep
beneath my feet
making them feel lower
than they have made their previous lover feel
because i guess hurt is an emotion that we all must feel
and if i've suffered from it before
than your ass is guaranteed to suffer more
intensified hurt to the merciless
the ones who care less
about how they treat a females precious fragile soul
my goal is to make you feel
like me
in the prime of my insecurity
and my fucking depression
temporary
but you'll feel like its a lifetime of pain
and this way
you'll know
not to toy around
with the likes of me. =]
confidant
you are the confidant
you will NEVER amount
to anything
fix your life
maybe you can holler
or sit down
and don't be a bother
confidant
all thought you were
but take is all you know well to do
heck
do unto others as you have not been done unto!
just that simple
but do not ask for a pity party
and do not dwell on your past
because you know you want it back
consider yourself
UNFOLLOWED
un-called for
and unreliable
rely on the ones that hurt
you
and keep expecting them to change
as they pull you back
you were never a confidante to begin with..
RIGHT?
you will NEVER amount
to anything
fix your life
maybe you can holler
or sit down
and don't be a bother
confidant
all thought you were
but take is all you know well to do
heck
do unto others as you have not been done unto!
just that simple
but do not ask for a pity party
and do not dwell on your past
because you know you want it back
consider yourself
UNFOLLOWED
un-called for
and unreliable
rely on the ones that hurt
you
and keep expecting them to change
as they pull you back
you were never a confidante to begin with..
RIGHT?
today was the day
where people got their backs blown out
CONTINUOUSLY
and then the "baby baby baby why u wanna hurt me so bad"
anthems
ugh
why?
ladies?
why?
gentleman
today was the day
true colors
and ambition was shown
and separated the real
from the "realist"
and the fake from the real
the comrades
were reinforced
the confidants lost their rank
and the constituents held their job high and mighty
today was the day
people utterly expressed themselves
but at the end of the day
the womb will comfort you
no one else will compare....
CONTINUOUSLY
and then the "baby baby baby why u wanna hurt me so bad"
anthems
ugh
why?
ladies?
why?
gentleman
today was the day
true colors
and ambition was shown
and separated the real
from the "realist"
and the fake from the real
the comrades
were reinforced
the confidants lost their rank
and the constituents held their job high and mighty
today was the day
people utterly expressed themselves
but at the end of the day
the womb will comfort you
no one else will compare....
YES!!!
"...Second.....please carve out time to have fun while in college.....this is the time to enjoy." S.G.
potpurri
In the sea of possibilities
one gets ANGRY
in the realm of grasp
of undenying triumph
one gets angry
relying on one person
affecting the whole course
of the potpurri
the scent of laughter
and smiles
and tears
one managed to take it all away
in one day
leaving the potpurri
sitting their lusting
and musting
but time will come
when your own fresh scent
will outshine the others
and the monetary needs
of the outgrown smells
will no longer bother you
one gets ANGRY
in the realm of grasp
of undenying triumph
one gets angry
relying on one person
affecting the whole course
of the potpurri
the scent of laughter
and smiles
and tears
one managed to take it all away
in one day
leaving the potpurri
sitting their lusting
and musting
but time will come
when your own fresh scent
will outshine the others
and the monetary needs
of the outgrown smells
will no longer bother you
Keep the Faith
"it seems to me that becoming a Christian is a lifelong endeavor. I believe that is also true for one wanting to become a Buddhist, or a Muslim, a Jew, Janist, or a Taoist...It is in the search itself that one finds the ecstacy M.Angelou
Salute to older lovers
I have come to speak of love
of its valleys and hills
its tremors and thrills
I have com to say I love love
and I love loving love
and I, surely, love
the brave and sturdy hearts
who dare to love
Today,
these lovers
have broken the bond of timidity
and stepped out.
--Maya Angelou
of its valleys and hills
its tremors and thrills
I have com to say I love love
and I love loving love
and I, surely, love
the brave and sturdy hearts
who dare to love
Today,
these lovers
have broken the bond of timidity
and stepped out.
--Maya Angelou
#FACT
"its crazy when u c how childish subtweeting can actually be....like all these subliminal messages constantly beating around the bush" M.A.M
A Brodylanglang original
The Beginning of Getting Over"
"we parted ways like Ben and J-Lo"
that part of the song replayed in my head as the song
went on with its routine continuation
and im in a situation
that i am all too familiar with
the typical
who doesn't know what the fuck he wants typical
typical...the one who doesn't know how to maintain communication trypical
atypical males
[shaking my head]
i guess i've shook it too much and overlooked what was really for me?
and even i dont believe that
doubt is apart of me
and since it is my worst enemy then IM MY WORST ENEMY
beating myself up
for occurrences that i cant control
mind control taken complete control over
what i've once known
and he just walks past
as i nod and pass
i guess that means "hi"?
but hey
maybe not??
maybe that was your name??
but maybe not
and i guess im being oblivious
to people's alternating ways
didnt know you'd change
and it would end up this way
but i waited for you
i waited for your fuck-ups...for a while until i let inhibitions
loose
and then i saw you
in a light that noone else could ever view you in
to look in those same eyes and not place those same feelings in
a void that has been empty for approximately 3 months
3months of nothing and yes i understand
a young man
in this crazy place trying to find his way
but vibes arent the same
and i listen to the voices of my intuition
telling me to listen
to his distant heart
and how he wants us to split apart
all that we've known together
and all alone a whole fucking summer
of "FUCK YOU'S" and "IM OVER IT"
and i guess im really over it
because
i have yet to shed a tear over it.
"we parted ways like Ben and J-Lo"
that part of the song replayed in my head as the song
went on with its routine continuation
and im in a situation
that i am all too familiar with
the typical
who doesn't know what the fuck he wants typical
typical...the one who doesn't know how to maintain communication trypical
atypical males
[shaking my head]
i guess i've shook it too much and overlooked what was really for me?
and even i dont believe that
doubt is apart of me
and since it is my worst enemy then IM MY WORST ENEMY
beating myself up
for occurrences that i cant control
mind control taken complete control over
what i've once known
and he just walks past
as i nod and pass
i guess that means "hi"?
but hey
maybe not??
maybe that was your name??
but maybe not
and i guess im being oblivious
to people's alternating ways
didnt know you'd change
and it would end up this way
but i waited for you
i waited for your fuck-ups...for a while until i let inhibitions
loose
and then i saw you
in a light that noone else could ever view you in
to look in those same eyes and not place those same feelings in
a void that has been empty for approximately 3 months
3months of nothing and yes i understand
a young man
in this crazy place trying to find his way
but vibes arent the same
and i listen to the voices of my intuition
telling me to listen
to his distant heart
and how he wants us to split apart
all that we've known together
and all alone a whole fucking summer
of "FUCK YOU'S" and "IM OVER IT"
and i guess im really over it
because
i have yet to shed a tear over it.
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