The Beginning of Getting Over"
"we parted ways like Ben and J-Lo"
that part of the song replayed in my head as the song
went on with its routine continuation
and im in a situation
that i am all too familiar with
the typical
who doesn't know what the fuck he wants typical
typical...the one who doesn't know how to maintain communication trypical
atypical males
[shaking my head]
i guess i've shook it too much and overlooked what was really for me?
and even i dont believe that
doubt is apart of me
and since it is my worst enemy then IM MY WORST ENEMY
beating myself up
for occurrences that i cant control
mind control taken complete control over
what i've once known
and he just walks past
as i nod and pass
i guess that means "hi"?
but hey
maybe not??
maybe that was your name??
but maybe not
and i guess im being oblivious
to people's alternating ways
didnt know you'd change
and it would end up this way
but i waited for you
i waited for your fuck-ups...for a while until i let inhibitions
loose
and then i saw you
in a light that noone else could ever view you in
to look in those same eyes and not place those same feelings in
a void that has been empty for approximately 3 months
3months of nothing and yes i understand
a young man
in this crazy place trying to find his way
but vibes arent the same
and i listen to the voices of my intuition
telling me to listen
to his distant heart
and how he wants us to split apart
all that we've known together
and all alone a whole fucking summer
of "FUCK YOU'S" and "IM OVER IT"
and i guess im really over it
because
i have yet to shed a tear over it.
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