swagggggg

"whatever you give a woman, she will multiply. Give her a seed, she'll give you a child, give her a house she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. Give her a smile she'll give you her heart. She will multiply and enlarge whatever you give to her, so give her crap and you will get a ton of shit....#SWAG"
"every guy says the same thing
yo when i have a daughter she aint dating
no boyfriends
no nothing!
ima have a tracking device on her
-__-
yea. ok.
and the economy ill turnover tomorrow.."

try something new

SOmething new
out of all the old
it just comes and hits you in the face
like a ton of bricks...
you don't know when it is going to end
or how long it will last
but if your a pretty girl...
boys are like periods...
theres always another one coming
try something new
what do you have to lose
girls are like buses...
miss 1 next 15...one coming
and be prepared to spend money...
try something new...
stay yourself
and watch who you attract
 being by yourself for so long
and then having to adapt and accomodate another persons feelings
is too much work...
we all know who's lazy ;)

M.A.M :)

"Searching The Floor"
scrambling
searching everywhere
on my knees looking in low places
avoiding those high places that i used to know
i want to know where to find
those receipts with the dates that told me when i purchased these feelings
i wanna give them back
because i didnt know the defect of this product
i didnt know that i would hear the voices on the right and the screams to the left 
of this brain 
where i cant escape memories
and times that carry me into a place of wishing and hoping
but i thought i purchased feelings of cetainty!
beautiful feelings that comfort me on lonely nightss
but all i got was those lonely nights
where is the expiration date because im ready for these sour thoughts to go bad
and to spoil over
into next weeks garbage
and i feel like you started a task that you weren't brave enough to finish
you weren't brave enough 
to care
you weren't brave enough to embrace the fact that im here
and why do I bother?!
why did I come to this place?
this is all i know...
the only place i've seen where i could purchase something that i bought that was so sweet
now i dont wanna know the taste im willing to waste 
that spare feeling that i had left
and when can i leave this place and forget the bad?
when can i find someone who can replace what we had?
when will you wake up and miss what we had?
when will you see that im the only one who has
the capability and capacity of heart and mind to care
and even to share something so valuable so worth your time
and im out of my mind scrambling here on this floor 
trying to find the very reason i went there with you for
trying to find that reciept 
so i can finally get back to me
genuinly not caring not thinking 
not calculating every move every word every thought 
that you heard
and because im torn in a herd of bitches who dont deserve my place
i ask for a place of forfeittedness and beautiful bliss 
where i dont have to look at this 
i mean to look at you
and to see you go through all the motions we knew
with someone else
and it hurts myself
to know that i am even here
but now that im here 
i have to turn to what i know and get up off this floor
return these feelings to the place where i was once untorn.
Some relationships are like Tom & Jerry. They tease eachother, knock each otherdown, irritate eachother, but can’t live without each other.

How do you live? how do you breathe without god?

By: M.A.M :)

"Wet Dreams and Realities"
I have dreams of you
bursting through my cherry's seams
and it all seems to feel right
dreams in which I've drowned
in from frequent memories
and nightscapes
where we play
aimlessly aiming
into me, my nails find
refuge in your back
sinking deep
so deep
even our screams feel those seams
"pain is pleasure" you said
so pleasure me deeply
I want to make you not
want to leave me
wet dreams that leave me
moist in secret places
secreting from places
the ones that never see your faces
parts of privacy
you're driving me
to want to indulge
in all that's new
and I'm only going there if Im with you
because no one else knows, quite frankly,
how to do..what you do to make me feel soooo
new
telling you to stop
knowing I want more
as I scream more and moan making your
blood vessel soar into a position that signifies it's ready
and I steadily take my hand and caress it away wishing inside me I could tuck it away
and are these really a
virgin's words??! I dont know what to say
I dont know how to feel
but this temptation is real
and this indulgence I feel
too many thoughts to keep sealed
so many truths are revealed
all in our body's communication
I feel the vibe-brations
as we come to a calm
only to realize we're gone too far over our heads
knowing that temptation has lead us to want more from one another
temptation from each other
and through all the lust's hype
It feels soo good to know
that you would never travel and further in distance
unless you had my permission.