its not peace
it's not peace
if when I see you
i harbor unspoken emotions
of great confusion
I felt that the less I see you
the less I interact it will help
but thats not possible,
our social circles collide
I don't even know what to say
sorry wont suffice because I already said that
I'm gonna pray to god and have perfect reliance on him that
He WILL take care of this situation
and show me peoples true colors
A friend of mine once said:
"there are some things in life that happen that are confusion, unexplained twist of events. that allow you to withdraw from the world completely for a while"
2012 has did that for me
so much going on in my social being that I cannot explain.
I've been outside of my comfort zone soo many times this year,
and in those zones
somehow I managed to breakthrough and get over it
I think thats the lesson I take from 2012
as clichè as it sounds: Shit Happens. Get over it
the sooner I can accept that the happier I can be
its not peace when you find yourselves growing apart
and the person you once tolerated suddenly wants to be more of a bother
to my being
I can't shake the feeling off
I know no one is perfect but this one in particular is such a special case
We were so close. what happened???
its not peace when I suddenly feel like Im trying or I think you talk about me to others
we once had something?
I just want to be strong and take away from all this
SHIT HAPPENSSSS!!! get over it?
Have you?
if when I see you
i harbor unspoken emotions
of great confusion
I felt that the less I see you
the less I interact it will help
but thats not possible,
our social circles collide
I don't even know what to say
sorry wont suffice because I already said that
I'm gonna pray to god and have perfect reliance on him that
He WILL take care of this situation
and show me peoples true colors
A friend of mine once said:
"there are some things in life that happen that are confusion, unexplained twist of events. that allow you to withdraw from the world completely for a while"
2012 has did that for me
so much going on in my social being that I cannot explain.
I've been outside of my comfort zone soo many times this year,
and in those zones
somehow I managed to breakthrough and get over it
I think thats the lesson I take from 2012
as clichè as it sounds: Shit Happens. Get over it
the sooner I can accept that the happier I can be
its not peace when you find yourselves growing apart
and the person you once tolerated suddenly wants to be more of a bother
to my being
I can't shake the feeling off
I know no one is perfect but this one in particular is such a special case
We were so close. what happened???
its not peace when I suddenly feel like Im trying or I think you talk about me to others
we once had something?
I just want to be strong and take away from all this
SHIT HAPPENSSSS!!! get over it?
Have you?
BOttom Line
bottom line is..
everyone has a past
and I love me
If you want me
im right here?
failed the first time?
try again?
can you support yourself?
are you capable of allowing ourselves to correct ourselves? motivate ourselves? uplift ourselves?
if not?
i digress
everyone has a past
and I love me
If you want me
im right here?
failed the first time?
try again?
can you support yourself?
are you capable of allowing ourselves to correct ourselves? motivate ourselves? uplift ourselves?
if not?
i digress
love
filled with compassion
sensual kisses
seeing it every morning
when i open my eyes
no tears to count on
no hurt to be blamed
shame long gone
God filling my entire being
I love you
I do not know a greater love
so caring,
forgiving
our conversations can be stressful and tumultuous at times
but I wouldnt trade you for anything
The greatest love their is..
the love of self
being so self-indulged and preparing your future
by yourself
feels so refreshing
don't need to rely on anyone
holding yourself out
and picking yourself back up
being alone has never felt so good
waking up everyday to that beautiful smile of yours
L O V E
the first time i experienced it
with myself
and I LOVE IT
i recommend you to do the same
just talk to yourself re-learn about yourself,
what makes you happy?
what times are you at your best?
Its such a good feeling
Continually I thank the lord everyday for it.
It shall only increase from here.
sensual kisses
seeing it every morning
when i open my eyes
no tears to count on
no hurt to be blamed
shame long gone
God filling my entire being
I love you
I do not know a greater love
so caring,
forgiving
our conversations can be stressful and tumultuous at times
but I wouldnt trade you for anything
The greatest love their is..
the love of self
being so self-indulged and preparing your future
by yourself
feels so refreshing
don't need to rely on anyone
holding yourself out
and picking yourself back up
being alone has never felt so good
waking up everyday to that beautiful smile of yours
L O V E
the first time i experienced it
with myself
and I LOVE IT
i recommend you to do the same
just talk to yourself re-learn about yourself,
what makes you happy?
what times are you at your best?
Its such a good feeling
Continually I thank the lord everyday for it.
It shall only increase from here.
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