monolouge #3

Auntie always told me I would reap what i sow
and missed opportunities is what i would come to know
but she never teached me how to forgive
she never taught me how to offer a second chance
and be a fool in love for once
she told me I had to make sure no woman ever hurt
me
and if any woman did I wasn't man enough to keep her
but aren't all her teachings a learned behavior
you know the ones you experience before following her judgement
and what about the males that never had a male figure or a woman figure
present to teach them
what about all my friends with girlfriends
it seems as if I can't keep mine
because of my selfish ways
but this is monolouge 3
maybe ill find the answer soon